We're super excited for this little guy to come. He's been a monster that's for sure. He has moved so much more than Addy ever did and moves almost constantly! That's why he already has the nickname of monster. :)
We have everything set up and ready for our little monster to come. I'm scheduled to have my c-section 9 A.M. Sunday morning. It's a little scary for me since my last experience with Addy was such a horrible one, but my new OB has reassured me that this time will be much easier. You may be asking well why didn't I go along with the plan of a VBAC? That's because this time around my OB was actually concerned about my brain tumor and sent me to have a consult with a neurologist. Yeah that consult didn't go how I wanted it to go, but deep down I kinda knew already that he was going to tell me that I wasn't allowed to go into labor and push because of the risk my tumor hemorrhaging and either killing me or turning me into a vegetable. I was pretty devastated anyway and cried quite a bit that day and the days afterward, but I'm ok with it now. Especially now that I'll get a better looking and feeling scar this time around.
As far as how Addy is going to be I don't know. She knows that baby brother is in momma's belly and she will give him kisses and "loves" (that's what she's doing in his pic). As far as her knowing that there is a new baby that is actually coming to stay and live at her house.... I don't think she has grasped that yet. I'm having a hard time with having her be sad and hurt. I don't want to make my baby girl sad and I cry every time I think about it. We've prepared with gifts and stuff that "baby brother" will give her when she comes to the hospital to see us. So I'm hoping that will help ease this transition somewhat.
Well until next time. :)
The Cordingley's
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