I'm torn between this very concept. I'm so very excited for our little man to come tomorrow, but at the same time I'm very sad to know that it will never be the three amigos ever again. No more just mommy and Addy days. No more just cuddles watching a movie with my baby girl only. I'm very excited to soon have two cuddles, but still... I'm crying as I write this and I have no idea why this bothers me so much. Maybe the post-partum depression is already kicking in. I guess I'm also sad because I know that this heartbreaking realization is going to be coming to my baby girl, as well, very soon. I don't want to hurt my baby's feelings and I'm sure knowing that it's inevitable is also what is making me have these feelings.
I took this today after we got back inside from playing in the big rainstorm. We had so much fun and I loved watching my baby have the time of her life without a care in the world.
We've been her whole world for almost two years and now she has to share us. Imagine you having to share your all time best friend or your spouse. That doesn't sound fun does it?
I love my baby girl with everything I have in me and I know I will with my little boy too, but it still is hard for me to be hurting my baby's feelings and knowing that it will never be like this again. Oh well huh... Here's to life changes. :)
