Journal

So I follow this blog that I happened upon some time ago through a friend I went to school with. I don't know why I read it because every time I do I sob for hours. This woman is so strong and I cry every time I think about if I were in her shoes. Anyway, so I was reading this entry about how she writes a journal about her child seperate from a regular journal. I love the idea! Even though Addy is 8 months old I still want to start this because I feel that her little life is going by way too fast, and I have forgotten so much of what she does already. SOOO first thing on my week off I am going out and getting a notebook or journal to start writing in. I'm so glad that I have found this blog because it has taught me how much I need to be grateful for every precious moment with my family and little girl. I have had my eyes open these past few weeks with what I have heard has happend to people in my friends lives. I work with this cute girl that has a friend that just lost her sweet husband the Leukemia. He was diagnosed with it on January 24th of this year, just a month after they found out that she was pregnant. He was in remission a little over a month ago, and was called the first part of August and was told that IT was back and he only had 2-10 days to live. His wife was close to their due date so her OB decided to induce her so that he would be able to meet his little boy before he left this world. He passed ten days later. :( I still cry thinking about it, and I don't even know them! Anyway I could go on about all the details, but as I sit here I still cry about it. I need to be better about appreciating every second with Brock and to not sweat the little things in life because it could be soooo different in a heartbeat. I need to pay more attention to the good in our lives rather than the bad. This will be hard for me because I am a worrier. Well that's all. I can't wait to start my newest adventure